And I realise then that there is no word for me,
An unrequested form,
A playground of semi-detached bay windows,
Aspiring middle class-ness chugging along quite nicely,
Nicely from the outside,
But within these semi-detached bay windows
We ripped ourselves to shreds.
I’ve shared winters with the people
You say I am not like
Where heat is too expensive to pass lips;
Where holidays are spent sweating into plastic job centre chairs,
Where sleep is forbidden by hunger.
Wondering,
if this is how those kids on the telly feel
Watching,
a nation galvanise sentiment against
people like me,
And people
like you.
But you’re right,
As you sit across from me,
like you’ve won a victory
in the fiercely contested battleground
of our Britain since 1945 seminar,
My parents did go to university.
I am not working class,
I am of benefits Britain,
The hand ‘up’ to your hand out,
And there is no word for me.